standing in a bucket of ice, cold feet

eyes red, mouth dry, drunk and no sleep

the mistakes I’ve made haunt me and punk me

til the point nowadays I ain’t hungry, I loss weight

dropped 5 pounds got depressed and loss faith

committed blasphemy on my knees

in the back of my closet saying “God please!”

take my life away, I want to go far away

where we don’t dream, where there is no tomorrow or today

no time

i don’t know myself but i do know time

sunrise sunset, noon is the peak

i was born but i’m still waiting on my noon as we speak, dear messiah

its too long, i got patience, i aspired, gave it all but now i’m too tired

 i wanna sleep

so i can live out my dream

come and save me

– 11:17am